addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


i'm dead

tired.

woke up today with my whole body aching like shit. no, it's not the flu. hahah it's training. but

RAH yesterday i was feeling fine. my body was fine.. i think i got up on the wrong side of bed cos for the rest of the day i felt like i was a dead man woman walking.

and then brekkie was the start of my biscuit day. why biscuit day? because for the whole of today i have been eating a lot of biscuits. why didn't anyone tell me biscuits tasted so good?!

29 pages of crash course chem in 2hrs 40mins almost killed me. that's like the duration of a race. hah... something to think about while i'm racing next time. during the last km it'll be like the last 2 pages or something. queer.

i'm all blabbery cos i'm flabbery and feeling awful. phelgm and mucus GET LOST or else i'm gonna blow/ cough you out and flush you down the toilet with dettol and you will die like drowning ants in the sewer.

yes i know i'm so full of hatred.

ROAR I AM ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY YOU STUPID PEA BRAIN WHY DONT YOU KNOW ALL OF THE ANSWERS. -stabs self and dies.

goodnight.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you